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yep. i feel bad for doug. he has to live with me. poor guy. go on and tell me how much of a horrible person i am and buy doug beers at the bar when you see him. he's the sweetest dude i know.
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[17 Jan 2007|09:07pm] |
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 it's my mommy's birthday today!
 i had a strange winter break. whether im 11 or 21 my dad will never give me a break. i realize at 30 he will be complaining about how i raise my kids and continue reminding me how terrible living is. there will never be a time he'll stop bickering at me. even when im months from getting my degree on time with decent grades, i'm doing it "wrong" for his strange reasons, and he always has reasons. he's not a bad guy, just after so many years, hes never said hes proud of anything ive ever done im back in new paltz..i missed my house i missed my room so bad. i missed being on my own. i almost never want to leave again, except i have to this weekend monday starts my last semester, I almost threw up looking at last semester's final schedule that i left up on my wall by accident. this one will be a little worse. kind of like throwing myself onto an open flame. 6 classes plus observation hours at an elementary school, and i could really use a job.
 atleast this is what my front door looks like i had the best morning today. i woke up, made coffee and sat on my front steps facing the mountains in just a t-shirt. the cold air felt amazing, i have to remember to do that before my 8:30's this term. i cleaned my room and vaccumed the hallways, livingroom/kitchen and three bathrooms, my back is not happy with me!
 winter, come back? i want fluffy snow right now
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make sure to sit on the right side of the train when coming home and left back to poughkeepsie. and leave only when the sun sets
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[11 Jun 2006|03:41am] |
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 leave it to these two to cry during 'the break up' in the movie theatre
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[06 Feb 2006|01:05am] |
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 just slightly out of reach
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[05 Nov 2005|03:49pm] |
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i live in the most beautiful place in the world most beautiful place to me i'll never leave
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[09 Sep 2005|01:03am] |
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[18 Aug 2005|08:28am] |
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 The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away
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[30 Jul 2005|02:23am] |
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tell me a secret comment with a confession anonymously or not anonymously, how ever you'd like i'll throw mine in there when people start
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[23 Apr 2005|04:57pm] |
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he died >-->
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[15 Feb 2005|12:28am] |
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i dont know why i got these
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[29 Dec 2004|02:24am] |
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 happy 21 champ
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[25 Dec 2004|03:17am] |
 presents
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[15 Dec 2004|01:46am] |
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there's no heat in this crummy apartment, i'm home
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